Earth Robert Poems

Farewell   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ Sometimes in our lives   We need to give up   We need to say goodbye   No matter how hard and painful it will be. Not everything is worth fighting for   Some are worth losing for   You don't need to force it   All you need is let it. I tried my best   But she chooses another guy   That is a sign   That i already need to say goodbye. I don't want the guy to be hurt like me   So i sacrifice and leave   Friendship from her i cannot accept   For i see it not good for them and me. Yes this is the final part   Between me and kitty   It is enough to know   That she is happy on someone else already. To kitty   Farewell...

What is love?   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ Before i thought   Love is all about being loved too   But now i realized that it is not   And that love is being happy. Happy for whatever your love choose   Happy for whatever the fate gives you   Happy for whatever makes them happy   And happy because you freed them. True love is never forced   It is always free   And that is what makes it happy   For happiness arise from freedom. As gibran said: If you love somebody,   Let them go, for if they return,   They were always yours. If they don't,   They never were.' And yes, it is kitty that teaches me this   That love is being happy   No matter what your love chooses   For if they love you too, they will choose you. So what is love?   Being free and happy for it.

You teach me how to unlove you   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ I begin to understand   That to know love one must suffer pain   And to know pain one must truly love   And that is the law of love. That is why i start to understand   The saying that says   Those that don't love anymore   Already knows what love really means. Yes it is pain   I experience too much pain   And that is why   My love starts to fade away. You bring color to my life   But then those colors blinded me   Now i realize   That your colors just bring pain to me. That is enough   I suffer enough   I give you time that is enough   And i explain already enough. And that is how   You teach me how to unlove you.

This is the end   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ Kitty just blocked me   I insist and i even broke my word   I cannot pretend to be a friend   To someone that my heart beat. And so i insist and fight   For what my heart wants which is her   But she shows no care and feelings   And so i decided to put it an end. After a long no reply to my messages   She just posted me on her page   Calling me an emotional blackmailer!   Is that all i can get from the love i give? That triggers me to put an end   I won't insist anymore   I won't pursue anymore   And i won't message anymore. I give my all   But in the end I'm still the evil?   That's too much already   And i couldn't take more. And so i decided with full commitment   I will end it all today   I have no regrets for i give my best   But i also need to love m...

I'm still dreaming of   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ I'm still dreaming of   That you can say i am only yours   And i can say you are only mine   To everyone. I'm still dreaming of   That we can be in a relationship   Where we just trust one another   And let things just happen. Im still dreaming of   That we're still in a relationship   And we just use all that happens   As a lesson to get better and improve. I'm still dreaming of   That you can still trust me   And that we can continue everything   To 2 months, better and stronger. I'm still dreaming of   You still being my everything   And me being your everything   Until the end... And yes, I'm still dreaming of you kitty.

I just don't know   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ I just don't know   But every time you're talking to me   My heart beats faster   And the world around me seems to stop. I just don't know   But you're like a drug   And yes   I might be addicted on you already. I just don't know   I know we are just friends now   But why i still feel this way?   What spell have you used on me? I just don't know   They say that time heals   But it seems like it is not   And i am just learning to live with the pain. I just don't know   You causes me to start writing poems   And i know   That you know this is you kitty. All i can say is that i just don't know.

I choose myself   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ I felt like stuck between two big stones   The muslim girl that i once loved   And the one i love now which is kitty   And i choose myself. The muslim girl leave me long time ago   And kitty comes to my life   And the muslim girl comes back   It causes conflict between kitty and me. I tried to explain everything to kitty   But she don't listen   The love from her is gone   And so i decided to let it be done. Yes, i choose myself   Allowing them both to be my friends   For now all i know   Is that i need to give love to myself too. I suffer too much pain already   I didn't notice i deserve love too   I apologize myself for what i do   From now on I'll care and love of you. And that is why i choose myself.

If   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ Kitty comes back   But this time she offers friendship   I am both happy and sad   For i can talk to her again but not love. I asked her if she still loves me   She didn't respond   And instead give a different response   If only she says what she truly feel. Both my heart and mind says her name   But how can i love someone that avoid   Someone that avoids her feelings   She says friendship but what she do is the opposite. Now i felt better but not good   I can talk to the one i love   But not show my love   Because she puts this friendship limit. All i can do now is wait   If fate wants it, it will give it   If she wants it, she will ask for it   And if we are really for one another, it will be. Again, only if...

Today is a painful day   ⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ Today is a painful day   My everything decided to leave me   I tried my best to save our relationship   But she seems cold and uninterested. I called her kitty   Our journey begins a month ago   It started well and good   She loves me. I offered her my heart   For i see she is sincere and deserving   We enjoy the company of each other   And felt like we can't live without the other. Days gone by and conflict begins   She becomes very sensitive to almost everything. Oh today is a painful day I try to understand her reasons   I saw she accepts her mistakes   And so i admit my mistakes too   I thought things will improve. But as the days gone by   The conflict becomes more and more   She is my medicine before   But now is becoming my poison. I tried to save our relationsh...