I choose myself


I choose myself  
⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ

I felt like stuck between two big stones  
The muslim girl that i once loved  
And the one i love now which is kitty  
And i choose myself.

The muslim girl leave me long time ago  
And kitty comes to my life  
And the muslim girl comes back  
It causes conflict between kitty and me.

I tried to explain everything to kitty  
But she don't listen  
The love from her is gone  
And so i decided to let it be done.

Yes, i choose myself  
Allowing them both to be my friends  
For now all i know  
Is that i need to give love to myself too.

I suffer too much pain already  
I didn't notice i deserve love too  
I apologize myself for what i do  
From now on I'll care and love of you.

And that is why i choose myself.

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