I just don't know


I just don't know  
⁻ ᴱᵃʳᵗʰ ᴿᵒᵇᵉʳᵗ

I just don't know  
But every time you're talking to me  
My heart beats faster  
And the world around me seems to stop.

I just don't know  
But you're like a drug  
And yes  
I might be addicted on you already.

I just don't know  
I know we are just friends now  
But why i still feel this way?  
What spell have you used on me?

I just don't know  
They say that time heals  
But it seems like it is not  
And i am just learning to live with the pain.

I just don't know  
You causes me to start writing poems  
And i know  
That you know this is you kitty.

All i can say is that i just don't know.

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